The day has finally wound down enough for me to sit down and blog! There has been tons of things to blog about lately but I just haven't been in too much of a blogging mood. But on this day three years ago I gave birth to my first baby. I held him for this first time, kissed him for the first time, and on that day my heart grew. I can't believe that precious baby I introduced to the world, turned 3 today! 3, yes I said 3. Does that seem crazy to anyone else besides me? There have been so many milestones and unforgettable moments. We have a birthday tradition that we began last year on his big day. Instead of reading stories for bed we get out the photo album from the day he was born as well as his baby book. We talk about how much we love him and how excited we were to meet him. We show him how small his ankle was that he was able to wear his hospital bracelet. We talk about all the different family and friends that came to the hospital to meet him. He loved hearing all about "His Story" this year. Then after that we read one of my favorite children's books, The Night you Were Born. If you haven't read it, you should! I tucked him in and gave him a big kiss on his forehead. He said "Mama, I love you!" Precious, that is what that is, just Precious! We have had a really ruff few weeks with Carter lately. I am trying to learn this whole discipline thing as I go. So I have had lots of really frustrating days where I feel like I'm going to pull my hair out. But tonight as I walked down the stairs, I remembered crying when he was 3 months old because at least once an hour he was spitting up all over creation. I remembered crying too many times to count because he wouldn't sleep through the night. Worrying sick when he came up missing for the longest 20 minutes of my life. (I will have to tell that story some other time) And it was just a sweet reminder that he is my first baby, that we are figuring this thing out as we go, that we have survived other obstacles and we will survive these. It was a very real reminder of how fast it goes by! A reminder to embrace every memorable moment with him because you can never get the time back! It's like that country song, "Your gonna miss this". The chorus says something like, "Your gonna miss this, you gonna want this back, your gonna wish these days wouldn't go by so fast, these are some good times, take a good look around, you may not no it now, but your gonna miss this!" As crazy as it may seem, I will look back and miss the little boys who has no concept of an indoor voice, I will miss the mischeviousness, I will miss this time! I feel so blessed to have a healthy boy who challenges me and stretches my heart more and more everyday. I am so lucky to be his mom. I am so blessed to have a God that has blessed me with my precious Carter.
Happy Birthday sweet Boy, I love you!
Mommy
Carter,
January 16, 2007
7:11 PM
The Night he was Born!
6lbs 1oz and 20 inches
Carter
January 16, 2010
My BIG Boy!


